Yea...I'm back again..Nothing much...Just a boring life. Woke up, eat, slp, eat again.. yea..that's it. I think from now on, i will go crazy on playing the piano for the whole day and then forget about everything. Its just all my wishful thinking. Now, Piano is my good buddy..It listens to me, it let me vent my anger, it has good sounds that comfort me everytime when i'm sad..it accompany me all the time..

Heard something today...actually i had expected that..Its just during that time, i told myself " Its just my guessing, it might not be true" But then i realised that all these time, i actually lied to myself...Silly me..

Dear Friends,

I know that you all are trying to cheer me up. But I'm okay.. Really (: You all dont really have to lie to me abt this and that just to make me feels better. I know everything.. But still, Thank you people! (:


Why must you be so stupid to believe everything? Why are you so stupid to dream and hope that everything is not true? Please, This is reality, accept it. You are not living in a fairytale land..You are not rapunzel and he's not flynn.. So stop dreaming! Accept it! Everything is not going to change..You only have to blame yourself for being to naive, being too stupid for everything. okay, Thats it, wake up, face the reality and move on.
I just realised how stupid i was.. SUCH AN IDIOT!