haizz..time is getting faster n faster.. the days for us is oso getting lesser and lesser. after 13nov, will we see each other again? will we? i hope tat the ans is yes..:'( i just wish tat the time could go slower or maybe go bac to last time, so that we could have more time together. i'm afraid tat i would lose her.. when i think bac abt the happy memories/time tat we had, sometimes i would just have tears, rolling down my face. We go through all the thing together, we spend almost whole day msg-ing each other. It was really hard to go through 1second without her. without her = die. we were together for abt 10months, and it was too difficult for me to give up. and of course, i will nvr give up this relationship..NEVER, EVER! 10MONTHS!!! now it was less than 5days for us to be together.. LESS THAN 5 DAYS!! it was really very hard fo me to accept this fact. but..fact is fact we cannot change it :'( less than 5days!! an 1 day i could only see her for abt 30minutes? or even 90minutes? 90minutes seem to be alot of time, but if i change it to hour and minute, it was only 1hour 30minutes..so less.. now there's nth that i could do..i just have to accept the fact. everyday on my mind, there's nth else, there's only her, everyday i'm just thinking how should i spent a meaningful day with her. while reading her "post" which she say is for me, tears would just roll down from my eyes..

for her only: "even though if we did not go to the same secondary sch, i oso hope that we could continue..

wishes for her:
1) try to be happy everyday [ i know it quite impossible but try]
2) get good results for ur PSLE
3) get into your dream sch

wishes for us [ me n her]:
1] get into the same sch
2] toether forever
3] healthy always

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today morning went to sch, feeling rather sad. thinking of the days tat are left..after that we went bac to class, was shocked to realised that there was not even a single boys in our class! they go for the "punggol got talent". actually their singing were quite okayy...but their song seem rather sad too.. after that mrs lee give us some ceramics frame and wanted us to paint it, i had no mood to do all these stuff so i just "junk" it inside my bag..i was wondering if i could have her photo, and keep it with me all the times, so when i really missed her, i still have her photo to looked at it..zz. ok den english lesson time, mrs peng came in, it surprised me when i know tat mrs peng was interested in all those stuff..she paint as if she was a "small kid enjoying it" no offence..after that chinese teacher came in she was also another "small kis enjoying painting" no offence..den some of us played UNO, some playing stress, and i just play a few round of stress and den walk around the class doing nth..just thinking of "something"..den i gt "crazy" and put all the paint on my hand..and the colour was like dark pink, so i went to wash my hand, lucky it is washable. after that went for noth vista secondary sch talk..den after recess, went up to hall for star award. i want to congratzz all those who get the award, especially her. den went back to class was like 12.05 only, so played some game, practice whimisical moment, den pack bag. after that i went straight home, eat lunch den switch on com, online msn..den the rest of the day was like "blah blah blah" nth much, just repeating wad i did everyday. e.g. doing puzzle, watching tv, chatting..den slp..time pass really fast. cherish the time tat u had. once passed, cannot be taken bac. =(