:'( did she get the wrong idea of me? i wanted to be with her forever, but can i? what exactly had happen? when the days that i'm with her, i feels happy, but when i felt that i'm losing her, itwasreally really sad, and i just could not describe the feeling of sadness. ;'( now i keep asking myself: will she come bac to me? will we still have the days that both of us are really happy? does she still love me? there were lots of thoughts that filled my mind..but i just could not get the answer. Almost every morning, she would sms me, but today was different. she did not sms me this morning and i actually wanted to sms her, but when i take up my phone, i just do not know what to write, i'm afraid that when i sms her, i will make her more sad or angry. Should i sms her? see! here's another things that is "going throught my brain". i really wanted her, i do not want to lose her. but...if i want her, does she want me? if she do not want, i just could not force..Heard of this before:"爱情是不可一勉强的" which means, we could not force love. But now,nt now,is forever, in my heart, there's only her, nobody else..i wanted to show to her, how much i love her, but i just do not know what i could do...well, as for now, i could just sit down and think...but do thinking solve all? i dun think so, but actions do. but if she really do not want me, or i could say if she really dosn't love me anymore, i just could not do anything. now, there's only 25days(excluding today) for us to be together, which means, it was less than a month..what am i going to do, if i take away all the weekends, there was only 19days together, and if i takeaway tomorrow, there was only18days together..time for us to be together was getting shorter n shorter. I will cherish all this time, n make her feel happy everyday. just 18 days! what could i do? i really love her, i had never had a doubt on her. PLease, i really wanted her..;-(

Many of you do not know who is "her" but i'm sure that "her" will noe it. ;'(